Thank you so much for those who commented on my last post, 25 comments? like whoa, thanks so much. i appreciate it..but sorry to say, i still dont feel better..=(

Everyone in the Philippines knew how rainy it is nowadays. It’s so cold that I kept on sleeping for hours. I’ve been spending too much time sleeping, that i dont have time to surf the net or hang out with friends outside. It’s raining anyway, but thats not my point. Sorry for being so emo, but I felt like sleeping is my medicine for this pain I’m feelin’. Though its temporary, it somehow made me feel numb. I kept on dreaming happy thoughts, so I preferred sleeping than being awake and just think about problems. It’s hard to smile even if you know you’re about to cry. I preferred being alone nowadays…..and sleep.

Hope: SMILE.
I’ve been doing too much just to bring him back to me. And there’s this time that he got so touched that he can’t resist me anymore. I’m so happy, and i managed to text him already. We talked a lot, and we managed to express our feelings with each other like before. But i don’t know if its jealousy, he became mad at me again, because of the news that a second year guy walked with me. After that, i didn’t hear any news from him anymore. I dont know what to think, but darn! Im so sad about this.

Totally depressed, i was brought to the hospital to be checked up. I looked so pale, and when the doctor looked at me, the first thought that came to him is..”anemia”. Well, im pretty close to the case, but thankgoodness im safe. I had a blood test and it says “adequate”, pretty normal i guess. But now im taking a lot of medicines everyday..and sometimes i wanted to die right away to stop all this pain.(lulwuts, emo!)..but..never mind i said that..

SMILE: It’s the only thing i can do, when Im at school. SMILE: The only thing i can think of. SMILE: The only thing i can do besides sleeping. SMILE: the easiest way to hide what i feel.

Faith: SMILE
Let’s quit all the drama and switch to something i should be blogging about. This Saturday I went to DLS-CSB(De La Salle Canlubang) to take an entrance exam for De La Salle St. Benilde. It’s freakin’ cold. And i love the facilities of De lasalle canlubang(right, sis airen?*special mention*). Anyway, the exam is pretty easy…math is even easier than english. But the time for the math test isn’t enough for me. Err, I have no choice but to blacken random letter at the last part of math exam. Have faith, i hope i’ll pass. I’ll apply to other colleges just incase. Well, SMILE.. and have faith.
Im planning on apply at lasalle taft and UST. Anybody willing to help me? I’d greatly appreciate it…

I wont make this post long, so maybe i’ll stop here. Thanks for all the support and im hoping for advertisement applications. For the layout applications, one by one pls.. i hope u can all wait.

P.S. Im planning on buying a domain for my inner thoughts blog. That blog would contain all my feelings, emo thoughts, and secrets. Not about my daily life, its not something to be posted here in pink-lullaby. Im kinda needing help. Because i dont know how to buy a domain. Any of you willing to donate, that’s a big help thanks. If you guys can give or buy me a domain, that’s better…i’ll just pay you. I just dont know how to buy(stupid me). Ill be waiting for responds…
that’s all for now..