Thank you so much for those who commented on my last post, 25 comments? like whoa, thanks so much. i appreciate it..but sorry to say, i still dont feel better..=(
Everyone in the Philippines knew how rainy it is nowadays. It’s so cold that I kept on sleeping for hours. I’ve been spending too much time sleeping, that i dont have time to surf the net or hang out with friends outside. It’s raining anyway, but thats not my point. Sorry for being so emo, but I felt like sleeping is my medicine for this pain I’m feelin’. Though its temporary, it somehow made me feel numb. I kept on dreaming happy thoughts, so I preferred sleeping than being awake and just think about problems. It’s hard to smile even if you know you’re about to cry. I preferred being alone nowadays…..and sleep.
Hope: SMILE.
I’ve been doing too much just to bring him back to me. And there’s this time that he got so touched that he can’t resist me anymore. I’m so happy, and i managed to text him already. We talked a lot, and we managed to express our feelings with each other like before. But i don’t know if its jealousy, he became mad at me again, because of the news that a second year guy walked with me. After that, i didn’t hear any news from him anymore. I dont know what to think, but darn! Im so sad about this.
Totally depressed, i was brought to the hospital to be checked up. I looked so pale, and when the doctor looked at me, the first thought that came to him is..”anemia”. Well, im pretty close to the case, but thankgoodness im safe. I had a blood test and it says “adequate”, pretty normal i guess. But now im taking a lot of medicines everyday..and sometimes i wanted to die right away to stop all this pain.(lulwuts, emo!)..but..never mind i said that..
SMILE: It’s the only thing i can do, when Im at school. SMILE: The only thing i can think of. SMILE: The only thing i can do besides sleeping. SMILE: the easiest way to hide what i feel.
Faith: SMILE
Let’s quit all the drama and switch to something i should be blogging about. This Saturday I went to DLS-CSB(De La Salle Canlubang) to take an entrance exam for De La Salle St. Benilde. It’s freakin’ cold. And i love the facilities of De lasalle canlubang(right, sis airen?*special mention*). Anyway, the exam is pretty easy…math is even easier than english. But the time for the math test isn’t enough for me. Err, I have no choice but to blacken random letter at the last part of math exam. Have faith, i hope i’ll pass. I’ll apply to other colleges just incase. Well, SMILE.. and have faith.
Im planning on apply at lasalle taft and UST. Anybody willing to help me? I’d greatly appreciate it…
I wont make this post long, so maybe i’ll stop here. Thanks for all the support and im hoping for advertisement applications. For the layout applications, one by one pls.. i hope u can all wait.
P.S. Im planning on buying a domain for my inner thoughts blog. That blog would contain all my feelings, emo thoughts, and secrets. Not about my daily life, its not something to be posted here in pink-lullaby. Im kinda needing help. Because i dont know how to buy a domain. Any of you willing to donate, that’s a big help thanks. If you guys can give or buy me a domain, that’s better…i’ll just pay you. I just dont know how to buy(stupid me). Ill be waiting for responds…
that’s all for now..
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Kymie is the girl behind this madness. She loves to laugh and cry hard.
Anime and Digital Arts is her interests. A total sucker on Math, but a lover of Chemistry.
For her, Teddies and puppies are <3. Another girl that is a total PINK maniac. Crazy about Kawaii Stuff, and definitely in LOVE. 
September 26th, 2009 at 9:36 pm
awwwwww. i hope you feel better!
SMILE! you’ll get over this! SMILE SMILE SMILE!
September 27th, 2009 at 12:13 am
Aww..sorry to hear you’re still depressed. *hugs*
I may not have the cure to a broken heart but I can give you advice: try keeping yourself busy with other things so that you won’t be thinking about the sad things
buying a domain isn’t hard at all. You could try Edohost.com. I bought my domains there. One of my domains is hosted there as well. If you host your domain there, you don’t have to pay for the domain’s yearly fee, you will only need to pay for thd hosting.
All you have to do is go to the site, read the terms and make sure you undestand them. After that you just pick a plan, pick a domain and then fill in the form. Make the payment and the company will do the rest! They will set up everything and once done, they’ll email you the details.
The company is reliable and the uptime is good. I like their support service too. Very helpful. I remember there was time I had problems with my site due to my previous host, Edohost helped me through everything. Cool huh?
Hope that helps!
September 27th, 2009 at 12:30 am
And oh, if you do decide to buy domain/hosting from Edohost, please put ‘kittymew’ in the referrel/affiliate code box in the application form. That way you will receive one-month free hosting. Lol.
September 27th, 2009 at 4:35 am
hope youll be just fine . take care of yer self sis . about the domain thingy ? try joining in sum online contest or if you have money already , try to http://www.pink-domains.info/ they offer cheap domain names there
September 28th, 2009 at 3:06 am
whhatt…? u went to a hospital..?
seems like it’s pretty serious..
kym, just take it slowly..
both of you might need time and space to find yourselves.. it might be really hard and painful,
but sumtyms we just need to go through all pains to be stronger..
anywayz.. u know urself more than any one.. hope ull feel better…
i changed ur link already..
and hope ull pass the exam… 
September 28th, 2009 at 3:37 am
Hi sis!! *hugz* yeah smile dear but let out your feelings rin. He could also be not the only guy there noh! You are really young. And do take care of yourself ah!! *hugz* don’t stress out much!
Good luck with entrance exams too!! You don’t want to apply in Ateneo? hehe.
You can buy a domain at namecheap.com. Search for promo codes so that you’ll be able to get discounts. tc dear!
September 28th, 2009 at 8:08 am
Aww~ I hope you feel better!
*hugs*
You’ll recover faster by resting more (: don’t think too much tho haha!
Good luck on the entrance exam
and hope that you’ll be passing :3
September 29th, 2009 at 2:21 pm
Sis, mama said that she’ll buy that domain for you on GoDaddy.com soon as she gets paid from advertising sites (next week she says); oh, and my brother Thesh will host you for free ^_^ he has a hosting account like cuddlybot.info, but his site is melon-pop.net instead. I hope that helps sis!
And I’m so SO MUCH worried about your health now, Kym
I know sleeping is good, but try to go out and have fun too, sis… that’ll help overcome this damned depression x( We’ll be all here for you when you need, and sorry if I or mama or my family are slow at replying to your emails. We all love you.
xoxo,
Scarlette
October 1st, 2009 at 8:31 pm
Awww! Don;t say that.. You know, you’re parents will get sad.. Me too felt sad
aww.. Wag mo pabayaan health mo..Me too I’m worried about you.. Smile (like the title) Be happy.. Pagtuunan mo nalng studies I know makakapasa ka!!:)
October 2nd, 2009 at 8:17 am
I hope that you and your loved ones weren’t affected by the typhoon that hit the Philippines.
October 3rd, 2009 at 4:48 am
same tayo. pag may problem mas gstong matulog kesa gising. sana maging okay kna.
goodthing youre not anemic. thank god.