So yeah, hopefully, we’re on our christmas vacation now. And i hope the others out there were having their vacations too. Well before the vacation, of course, i attended our christmas party in school, check out my outfit.

its just simple though, a checkered black and white doll dress, black panty host stockings and black ballet flats(With ribbon on it). I also added a super cute checkered backpack.lawls.. Anyway, nothing much on the gifts. I received cash for my exchange gifts, and very cute gifts from friends. Too bad im short on money, i cant give expensive gifts….

Anyway, after the school party, me and my friends has our own christmas party at a friends house. And whoa, how big her house was. We just played nintendo wii, finished four boxes of pizza, and sang our heart out with their videoke. The nice thing there is, she got a really cute mini wonderland in their house.. dont know what im talking about? check out the pictures:

check out my facebook for more photos. It’s like a small village, and yeah, its moving, making sounds and sparkling..i love it!!

anyway..that’s all for now though..merry christmas and a happy new year to all of the bloggers all over the world.ü

before finally ending this, i want to share to you the trailer of our play during our drama fest entitled : “Pilat: Bakas ng Lumipas” (Scar:a trace of the past. i dont really know the english of this.haha)

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—toodles.!

1st Event!
–it was during october 23-24, senior students had a retreat on “Divine Word Seminary”. We only had 1 day(overnight), i hope it’ll be 2-3 days because trust me, it was one of the greatest experience i had! Retreat/Recollections are known for scary and creepy supernatural paranormal events, speaking of which HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL! (back to topic)–well, the moment i stepped on the floors of the seminary, my expectation was that. But i guess not all retreat houses are creepy at all. It was cold and windy in there because the retreat house is in Tagaytay. But inside, its so cozy and warm. It’s all clean and tidy but the hallways are kind of scary but we managed. We we’re divided depending on our circle of friends. Each group has their own room, girls are seperated from boys of course. My room mates are my bestest friends in the whole wide world, and some close classmates. Check out our pictures(im the one wearing pink):

the retreat house is also like a big park, it has nice landscapes and really beautiful scenes. that’s why during the morning, we walked to see the beautiful sites. Here are some of the pictures taken outside:

what’s more, did you know that just outside our rooms, there’s a really cozy sala where you can talk, eat, chill or have coffee together? During the midnight, im drinking coffee with with buddies there..its fun., at the same time romantic. Oh yes, i never thought that this retreat would be so damn romantic. I had a time with HIM in that sala, if you’ve been reading my past posts, we broke up..but the next happening really shocked me.

While waiting for friends to finish bathing, i walked alone around the seminary. And boy, i end up in a very beautiful room(at the left).  I know its like in movies or telenovelas, but i was shocked that he was actually behind me. He hugged me tight and later on, kissed me. I mean what was that about?? I walked up to our room daydreaming. I can’t actually believe that happened.

2nd Event!

—We also had our United Nations day, and guess what? we are KOREANS for one day! Its fun, we got to eat kimpap and all those korean junkfoods. Yummy, also, we danced korean dances, traditional and modern. For modern, we danced “FIRE” by 2ne1 and “Tell me your wish” by Girls generation. Its really stressful since we have to spend money on the korean clothing and on the korean street fashion. Did i mentioned we also had a Boys over flowers skit? its really funny because the voices are the real voices of the actors and my classmates had to make their mouth move, so it’ll turn out to be in koreanovelas. Get it? Anyway, here are some pictures:

you’re asking where the hell i am? haha, im the one with the red and blue cloth. and this is me when im in my k-fashion clothing:

oh well, i think that’s enough story for now! but before I end, i’ll give you our pose for our finale!!! All of us in korean fashion, and spot jandi on top!(Laughs):

if you interested you can see all of my pictures in my facebook add me up: kimica_forevrblu08@yahoo.com.ph. Ne~~ that’s my story for now…ciao!!

P.S. Thank you for visitors, im so shocked! thanks sis scarlette for informing me,pink-lullaby is now 2/10 in the pagerank! thanks so much! i love you all, continue supporting pink-lullaby!

Notice anything?
Dont you just love pink-lullaby’e new banner and fonts? Its oh-so-kawaii!

Hey there guys. Pink-lullaby is up once again. Well, my host moved that’s why there’s a problem with my site lately, thats why i fixed it. It was fixed weeks ago but I’m just so busy with my life now that i dont have time to manage my bloggie. Yes, life is back to normal now. Well, life seems a lil bit dull, but definitely lively at some point.

I focus more on studies today, and can you imagine? Im so hooked with mathematical terms and geometric problems? Well, i make educational and touching quotes at the same time. Brought by extreme studying for long tests, i end up writing quotes on topics I read about. Check out my compositions:

Chemistry:
lone pairs tend 2 muv as far as dy cud frm d electrons. And wen u remove dm, u will c dt d electrons formed a beautiful bonding wit d atom, like in humans, we tend to move away to give way for new relationshps 2 b estblished..it hurts like hell, but …you have to give THEM their happiness.

Math:
1. A sad fact: We, including the experts and professionals, tend to find the equations and lines parallel to another line..but how come we can’t make them intersect even at a point? PARALLEL LINES are two lines that are the same, but will never meet. Just like in humans, we tend to find someone the same as us…but unfortunately, we can’t meet at a certain point in time. That what you call not meant to be.

2. I just wish that our paths didn’t intersect at all. At least i wont be problematic on solving for the point of intersection…why the hell did we meet at a certain point anyway?

3. Its good to know that perpendicular lines do intersect at least at a certain point. But what ever you do, its product will always be negative. Like in humans, we meet someone at a certain point in time, only to find out that it’ll never work out.

Well, i made those while im studying. Did I mentioned that we’re now in a long test week? haha. Anyway, its good that through those quotes i can easily understand the terms…because i got 61/70 in our math long test. Chemisty test isn’t out yet but ill update when I get the score.

How’s me?
I want to thank those people commenting on my super melo-dramatic posts last time. All about break up and stuff. Im still on the process of moving on..
and its really hard for me, but somehow i managed to accept it. well, not all..but partially. We’re good friends now, we talk, we text, we chat. Sometimes we still argue…but I got a feeling that there are no chances of “us” but only “you and i”.
(WHOA. im gettin’ good at this stuff these days.) Maybe in college we can continue where we stopped, but for now..we’ll call it a wrap.

i’ll leave you guys for now. and about the picture? Well, that’s the result of my depression these days. i’ll be waiting for responds. Btw, some pictures in my past posts are gone due to the transferring of my host so never mind that. Watch out for my new site: angelic-oblivion.info and me and my BFF’s diary: our.angelic-oblivion.info…weee..!!

P.S. can anybody lend me money because i needed to buy this product, BIG TIME. i’ll pay you up when the paid posts i made are paid by the review site. And i’ll give you ad spots and layout for free if you want. I just need money asap , ill be using it for our presentation..wa!! thanks!

Thank you so much for those who commented on my last post, 25 comments? like whoa, thanks so much. i appreciate it..but sorry to say, i still dont feel better..=(

Everyone in the Philippines knew how rainy it is nowadays. It’s so cold that I kept on sleeping for hours. I’ve been spending too much time sleeping, that i dont have time to surf the net or hang out with friends outside. It’s raining anyway, but thats not my point. Sorry for being so emo, but I felt like sleeping is my medicine for this pain I’m feelin’. Though its temporary, it somehow made me feel numb. I kept on dreaming happy thoughts, so I preferred sleeping than being awake and just think about problems. It’s hard to smile even if you know you’re about to cry. I preferred being alone nowadays…..and sleep.

Hope: SMILE.
I’ve been doing too much just to bring him back to me. And there’s this time that he got so touched that he can’t resist me anymore. I’m so happy, and i managed to text him already. We talked a lot, and we managed to express our feelings with each other like before. But i don’t know if its jealousy, he became mad at me again, because of the news that a second year guy walked with me. After that, i didn’t hear any news from him anymore. I dont know what to think, but darn! Im so sad about this.

Totally depressed, i was brought to the hospital to be checked up. I looked so pale, and when the doctor looked at me, the first thought that came to him is..”anemia”. Well, im pretty close to the case, but thankgoodness im safe. I had a blood test and it says “adequate”, pretty normal i guess. But now im taking a lot of medicines everyday..and sometimes i wanted to die right away to stop all this pain.(lulwuts, emo!)..but..never mind i said that..

SMILE: It’s the only thing i can do, when Im at school. SMILE: The only thing i can think of. SMILE: The only thing i can do besides sleeping. SMILE: the easiest way to hide what i feel.

Faith: SMILE
Let’s quit all the drama and switch to something i should be blogging about. This Saturday I went to DLS-CSB(De La Salle Canlubang) to take an entrance exam for De La Salle St. Benilde. It’s freakin’ cold. And i love the facilities of De lasalle canlubang(right, sis airen?*special mention*). Anyway, the exam is pretty easy…math is even easier than english. But the time for the math test isn’t enough for me. Err, I have no choice but to blacken random letter at the last part of math exam. Have faith, i hope i’ll pass. I’ll apply to other colleges just incase. Well, SMILE.. and have faith.
Im planning on apply at lasalle taft and UST. Anybody willing to help me? I’d greatly appreciate it…

I wont make this post long, so maybe i’ll stop here. Thanks for all the support and im hoping for advertisement applications. For the layout applications, one by one pls.. i hope u can all wait.

P.S. Im planning on buying a domain for my inner thoughts blog. That blog would contain all my feelings, emo thoughts, and secrets. Not about my daily life, its not something to be posted here in pink-lullaby. Im kinda needing help. Because i dont know how to buy a domain. Any of you willing to donate, that’s a big help thanks. If you guys can give or buy me a domain, that’s better…i’ll just pay you. I just dont know how to buy(stupid me). Ill be waiting for responds…
that’s all for now..

Before anything else, thank you for all who commented on my previous post, its really a heartwarming act. if you haven’t read it yet, please read it because its my ribbon-cutting post for the upgraded version of pink-lullaby. WARNING: a melodramatic post.

It all happened so fast. Its like i just had a post few days ago narrating our monthsary, and now i can’t really believe…WE’RE OVER. Yes, you’ve read that right. I dont want to share the whole thing here, i’d better keep it personal. But, my eyes are swollen, and my heart is aching… Things happened so fast.

I know we still love each other, and i don’t want our 7 months of being happy together to end up like this. It won’t end like this. IT ISN’T OVER. He’s the guy i’ve loved for 7 months, and he will always be. I won’t give up on him, i wont stop loving him. I would reserve a spot here in my heart..for him to stay in..forever. You’d ask, am i crying now? The answer, is no. Im confident that someday, somehow..we’ll be together. Though it hurts that we study in a same school, and same room, i will never give up on him. If it wasn’t only for barriers. I know, we will be together again. Call me crazy, but that’s what i totally believed in.

These days, im coming home late. I end up hanging out with friends, taking a walk to breathe some fresh air and eat a lot on fastfood restaurants.”Why?”, you’d say? I don’t want to come home anymore, because when im at home, i end up being alone, and being alone makes me remember my crisis. I love to laugh when i’ve got problems, it lifts up my confidence and happiness. But after the tiring day, i would still end up crying at my bed.

We’re still talking. A LOT. Maybe because we’re sitting together, but we were not like before. Makes me sad though. I just hope..we’re the same lovers i used to see in pictures. I just wished we’re the same people who loved each other…
I know, we love each other. To tell the truth, i miss his hugs and kisses. I miss the way he look at me when he has nothing to do, and the way he pinch me when he is teasing me. I miss eating with him after a tiring school day. I miss everything in him. He is my life i think. And without him, i end up like a person without a soul. I just cant accept the fact that, we dont even look at each other when we see one another at the corridor. The fact that i cant even wave him goodbye or greet him goodmorning hurts a lot. Again, “are you crying right now?”, you’d ask.The answer is no. Though my heart is totally sobbing, i know we can get through this. That’s why i can’t cry, why cry over something you know you can handle? I know…we can be together again.

Its not yet over my love..no it isnt. Ill fight, we’ll fignt. Will you give up on someone you almost offer your life to? Though i know nothing lasts forever, ..ill love him as if there is..Even if how much i was hurt by his ways to shoo me away…i’d love him more and more. Distance makes the heart grow fonder after all, right?

This is the lastest photo we got..
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thanks for reading the composition of a depressed girl. thanks so much…till here, ciao..

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Warning: this would definitely be a long post..so grab a cola, sit still and read!

Time flies so fast nowadays. I was just blogging about how i hope summer will be during the opening of my site, and now, im actually posting how my school went after exams. Well, exams are fine. My grades are kind-of good. I feel relieved though, at last, exams week is over, and im off to blogging again…

PINK LULLABY TURNED 2 MONTHS
Happy Monthsary Pink Lullaby! Pink-lullaby just turned 2 months last september 5. Well, this domain is bought July 5. I’ve been managing pink-lullaby for 2 months and i think I’m doing a great job. As you all noticed, i am gone for like 2-3 weeks i think? A lot were messaging and e-mailing me, “what the hell happened to pink lullaby? When will i update?”. Well, the truth is, during the 1st week i was gone, im actually visiting my blog but im not replying to responses because im getting tired of my site’s blogger look. I requested my host to transfer me to wordpress but she transferred it 1 week after i requested it, i think. She’s busy and i understand that, so there, i put my site under maintenance. Unexpectedly, my server’s down, so yeah, i didnt managed to fix my site during the weekends. Exams week is next so i only have a chance to do it today…finally i’ve finished it.

Change
What do you think of my layout? i worked hard on this, took me the whole weekend. the whole week actually, if it weren’t for class, i finished this earlier. Everything is in the way i want it to be. And new music ei? Just got another music to be compiled in my music collection..I miss everyone here. I think i missed a lot of happenings because i’ve visited some sites and many quitted/moved or left already..=(. Credits for Veronica of JellyBeans.org for the base code of the layout. I enjoyed putting plug-ins in this layout. Everything just to change pink-lullaby whole look.

Happy monthsary!
How many times did i mentioned this sentence? Anyway, me and my boyfie just celebrated our 7th monthsary last August 20. We’re beyond halfway of a year i just hope we will last longer. Well, our celebration is just simple…but ‘whoa’ our gifts to each other are getting better and better every monthsary. (For those who had read my past posts, you’ll know). Look at our gifts to each other: Click!

Really cute right? Obviously, mine is the card. The scrapbook card, im the artsy one betweent the two of us so obviously its me. The patrick is given by him. It’s so cute and cuddly Well, aren’t we so sweet?

Change of look for kymie as well?
It came to the point that me and my friends hang out at my friend’s family business: the parlor. Well, what else can we do there? To fool around with our hair! Seriously, i had my hair done. And many told me it looks good on me.

That’s the before and after. I look wasted. ahaha! Anyway, till here now. I dont want this post to be that long. That’s all for now, and ill leave you with a snapshot of our puppet show, ill show our group’s puppet!

That’s the story of trojan war by the way. I hope you guys like my site’s revamp. anyway, that’s all.

P.S. For those who gives away free domains or knows a site where to adopt domains, do tell me..i need a domain site. thanks!